June 9, 2006

Nizhala !! Nijama!!

Filed under: Life as I know it — Celia Rexselin @ 5:30 pm

"Her wrists are badly cut and she is in a state of shock", the doctor said. I couldn't comprehend him. But I was not sure who he was and why I am there at that particular place listening to him. Did my wrist got cut? No.. I couldn't sense the pain.. Or, is someone close to me is in pain? I tried to place myself into the scenario and then I realised..

One female was lying on a bed and close to her was her father. The doctor had said these words to this father. Somehow, I was able to recognise both the father and his daughter though I was not sure who they were. And it really surprised me, that they didn't seem to sense my presence. I wondered what could have happened to that female.. She resembled someone who I see very often.. and who I try to avoid… I wondered who she was..

"If we hadn't found her in the cemetry, she would have been dead by now," lamented the father.. Suddenly everything made sense to me.. One guy had cut her wrist and had forced her to go to the cemetry.. I knew.. I was there.. I saw it.. But it didn't make sense to me now.. I tried concentrating on the issue. If only I could go back in time..

Luckily, I was able to go. Yeah, Now I could see the picture clearly.. Hey, I know this guy.. He is none other than Kozhangal Abhis thambi Mano.. What is he doing here? Yeah.. and the female is Aadhis sister. Oh!! now I realise.. Mano was standing infront of her.. "Ennadi nenachindu irukka? Un anna panradhu podhadhu nnu.. nee vera enna thollai kodukiriya? unna elllaaam uyiroda vida koodaadhu" He says ..and ties her..

I get even more confused now.. Why is he tying her? I thought he loved her.. Yeah.. I know one thing now. I am watching Kozhangal serial.. But, how did I manage to go backwards? That means.. am not watching it.. What am I doing..

I stir.. I try doing the sub conscious act now. I return from home and Mom asks me whether I would wanna stay back and watch the serial. I say NO and ask for the recap. She tells me that Mano and aadhis sister had eloped and aadhi had put a complaint against Mano. I say that I have no time for watching the serial.. Go to my room.. and after sometime fell back in sleep..

I am more awake now.. I had sweated all over… Appa… what a waste !! poyyum poyyum ippadi oru dreamaa ennaku varanum? Ore tension..

Morning amma kitta news kekkiran.. amma solra.. "illa rendu perum marriage pannikiraaanga"… Appaadi .. I am relaxed now. My mother looks at me orumaadhiri.. Ivalukku nattu edhavadhu kazhandirucha !! how will she know my sad story?



  1. what a dream!!!.. that too about a seria!.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

    Comment by sujit — June 10, 2006 @ 7:23 am | Reply

  2. ituku thaan eppo paarthaalum tv la serial parthitu iruka koodaathunu solrathu..indha kaalathula chinna pasanga sonna yaaru ketkaraanga…

    Comment by Syam — June 11, 2006 @ 5:42 am | Reply

  3. I thought it was an after-death experience πŸ™‚

    Comment by thetalkativeman — June 11, 2006 @ 7:33 pm | Reply

  4. Hey,
    What part of the day did you have this dream, Very recently I heard The dreams you dream at some part of the day come to pass really soon.

    Do you pass a cemetry anytime? “AAvigal Jakarathai”.

    Comment by NizhaloruNigam — June 12, 2006 @ 8:49 am | Reply

  5. @sujit- Oh Yeah!! I wish I dont dream at all..

    @Syam- ayyo!! naan serialee paakiradhu illa!! I see it only if my mother serves me dinner at 9.00 and I happen to be in hall..

    @thetalkativeman- ha ha!! even I thought so in the dream..

    @nizhalorunigam- When I woke up, it was morning.. Why? Can you interpret dreams? No, I didnt pass any cemetry. but offlate I am having dreams every night.. dunno what causes it.. Adhu sari.. unga pera sonnaaa thaan ennavaam? Naaan enna auctionlaya unga pera vithuduvan?

    Comment by Bindu — June 12, 2006 @ 8:55 am | Reply

  6. Hei,
    The chances of morning dreams coming true are very feable. Well I cannot interpret dreams (kelvi patirukingala uddans), yes i can do that.
    Enada peyar well known “Interpreter of dreams” I have the same name. Auctionla en peyar illa ennaya vithalum naya paisa theranthungo!!!

    But anyway I had been following your blogs for quite some time and really like it!!!

    Comment by nizhalorunigam — June 12, 2006 @ 1:13 pm | Reply

  7. uhummmm….namakkum mega serialkkum sambandamae kidayaadhu…
    namakkae vaazhakaila pala pirachanai…ivanaga pirachana kellam nama mandai udachikka mudiyaadhu…
    ungalukku inda kandraavi kanavula vera varuda???
    Congratulations…appadina neenga koodiya seekiratila illatharasi aaga poreenga nu nianikiraen πŸ™‚

    Comment by Harish — June 13, 2006 @ 1:32 pm | Reply

  8. @nizhaloru – I wish it were so.. Thanks for the compliment?

    naya paisa kooda theraadha? I thought of having some nice pericham pazham 😦

    @harish- yeah!! heights of serial watching!! 😦 illatharasi yaa? ennavo illatharasargal serialee paaakaadha maadhiriyum housewifes mattum paakira maadhiriyum illa pesureeenga??

    Where are those feminist movements? inga vandhu paarunga!! oruthar nambala ennavo solraaar paarunga!!

    Comment by Bindu — June 15, 2006 @ 5:18 pm | Reply

  9. Idhellam over-a therila?? :))

    Comment by Usha — June 24, 2006 @ 3:37 pm | Reply

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